Suicide attempt #…I lost track.

I’m actually really scared to post this. I can’t believe I’m actually this brave. I’ve been through so much. So much emotional abuse. So much heartbreak. So much, that I’ve taken it out on myself. The reason why I have captured these photos is because I wanted to be able to look at them and say that I’ve overcome such a horrible thing. But I haven’t. I don’t cut anymore, only because I don’t want to end up in a hospital again. Hours, and hours I spent there with Justin. He was there right by my side. Even though he is the one who caused all the heartbreak, I know that he loves me and he did not mean to do what he had done. It’s forgotten about, but never forgiven. All I do now is overdose. I hope that soon my organs will fail and I’ll be rushed to the hospital and die there. I know it’s a very slow, and agonizing way to die. But I just don’t wanna live anymore. If I can’t bleed out, like I have tried before, I’ll simply poison myself. That is all I have to say. 

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